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TechniSpaz
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Name: I have one
Gender: Female
Interests: I am interests include God and my family and a lot more. I like spinny rings, silver jewelry (minus the jewels), video games, leprechaun, knives, katanas, other types of swords and shiny and pointy objects. Rifles and harmonicas
Expertise: Younger sister, what other description do you need?
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Member Since:
6/20/2004
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| It seems I have this lack of timing for my xanga. I really should talk to it more. I feel like I am neglecting you! I'm sorry xanga! Don't feel bad...or...really, I suppose you should, because I've been a bad blogger....eh, you'll live. Anyhow, I am now an official college kid. Yippee? I'm still like, "ok, I'm here, I need a job, I have to do this...ok, meet people, that's cool...I miss my mom..." I feel like I haven't been excited about much lately. I don't know if it is because so much has been going on or if it is something more serious...I don't know what though. Maybe I just can't feel certain things anymore. Like when I miss someone, it's hard for me to realize how much I miss them until I see them again. It's like when you're thristy, but don't realize it. Then when you get some water, you feel so much better, but you didn't even know you were feeling bad to begin with! I have 5 classes. Thankfully, I only have one 8AM class...but it meets Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. I hope I'm awake for it, 'cause it sounds like I'll actually like it...maybe. I should write a letter or do something worthwhile, now...crud. Well, life goes on! | | |
| Today was my last day of school, so it was awesomely BORING.
I also had a trip to the dentist because my jaw was hurting again. I got this mouth guard because it'll keep my jaw from clenching at night.
AND OFF TO FLORIDA tomorrow really early in the morning...then to Pennsylvannia next Friday, but that's only a minor trip where my big brother gets married and everything.......  
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| I'm sick of the having nothing to do but study my lines for the play, muddle my way through Calculus, be bored in English class, and answer questions from everyone on where I'm going to college, what I'm studying and then have them critique my choices (or lack thereof) and suggest other schools while I'm trying in vain to get out of the conversation with grace.
My poinsettia is dying....
I admit it. I hate being an "adult" now. I don't feel any different. I feel like I should still be at home not answering the phone if my parents aren't home. I prefer other people to drive when I don't have to. I still want to run up and hug my sister when she comes home. I have no desire to be dignified when I see my brother John again. Though, Drew seems embarrassed when I run to hug him when he comes home. So I don't anymore. I miss getting regular hugs from my sister and brothers. I don't want to move out and get out on my own. I know I need to though.
I wish God would just send me a little note that said where I'm going to college, what I'm studying and His signature on it so that I could just show that to people and say "No, I'm not taking your advice anymore. Stop asking about college!" But as that's not likely...I'll just try not to injure anyone who asks me again.
On a lighter note, I finished my latest art project, which makes me very happy. I need to get the picture I want to draw for my "black and white, touch of red" assignment. Thankfully, I have a day or two on that. I think I know what I'm going to draw though...I wish it didn't have to be displayed though...maybe I can convince her not to...
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| This week has been interesting so far. Homecoming is this Friday and the banquet is on Saturday. I still need to find shoes for it. Tomorrow is Blast from the Past and I still have NO CLUE what to dress up as. I might not dress up, but that'll cost us points...I don't wanna do that either.
oh, and my spinny ring broke and my turtle ring. I haven't had time to take them in to see if they can be repaired though. *sigh*
I gotta go make a call and then work on scholarship applications. Crud.
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| well, Sam asked me to update, so I will. I have no exams HURRAH! David and I went out to lunch today, which was fun. Can't get better than going to Wendy's! My grandparents took me and John out Christmas shopping. I got a comic book, a Dilbert tear-off calendar, a DVD and a few other little things. Tomorrow is the girl's Christmas exchange...I'm still not sure what all I'm going to give my "secret" person. I know part of the gift, and she'll love that, but what else? I might just throw in some money, 'cause I don't even know where all she would want a gift card to. After the gift exchange...I'll probably start feeling awkward anyhow...I'm not so good with talking with the other girls of my class The shower is almost completely done now...YAY!!! I'm gonna take a shower tonight...makes me happy. Mary and John, you guys have to teach David to swing dance this Saturday! ok? good. Thanks. uh...I think I'm running out of things to talk about...ummm...I'm gonna go get an icecream sandwich now. | | |
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